Missive Dated June 8
Since after yesterday I could finally walk around outside
without drawing shame, I decided to go for a walk in some of our old stomping
grounds because you have been on my mind so much recently. I was surprised and
of course quite angry to find that you have kept at least one other of your
projects lying around for just anyone to find. Mind you, I don’t know anyone
else still alive who knows about the existence of Hilvert Cave, so I guess it
is fairly safe where it is for the time being. There is no way I would even try
to go near it anyway. Not after what happened last time.
Mum always told me that I should be more considerate of
things like you are. But I would have to say this is not very good example you
are setting. Fulfilling your promise and coming home this month to take care of
these discarded hopeless causes would at least give us an opportunity to see
each other. You know we care about you despite all of this.
I was surprised when I realized Benny has not stopped by in
about a week. I will have to talk to his mum at some point to see how he is.